Posted by ani pesto at 8:06 PM |
It's a good news / bad news day today.
The good news first: I have interwebs!!! Woooohoooooo!! There's a whole wide world out there just waiting to be surfed.
Still no ADSL and no cable, but after a ridiculous amount of time wasted in daily phone conversations to my favourite TelCo [grrrr! grumble mumble... nasty-horrible-lack-of-customer-service-gnarly-monsters that they are] the wireless dongle I bought a week ago has finally been activated.
So for the bad news: I've re-opened Pandora's food-box again, lost control and binged my way back up the scale a couple of kilos.
I've had such active internal dialogues, reminded myself very clearly of my goals and that my actions are contra to reaching them. But the problem is, in that very moment, my goals don't feel tangible. My immediate desire, nae "need" to shove my face full of food, does.
Time to start putting one foot ahead of the other on that ladder rung again.