the morning after

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It's evening and actually a few days after, but I finally feel like the foggy cloud is lifting and I can see a little clearer again. This is a side to me and my life that I wouldn't talk about with most of my closest loved ones, let alone friends and colleagues. It's quite confronting, despite the anonymity, just how public I've made all these private thoughts here. I cannot thank you enough for treating them - and me - with such respect. Thank you for your support and for being so understanding and thoughtful in your responses.

My own thoughts are still a bit of a muddle though I do feel they've been going in a useful direction. The weekend has been clean. I fly back to Sydney again at the crack of dawn and I'd be lying if I didn't admit that I'm rather apprehensive about slipping effortlessly back into the bad habits I practiced all last week.

5 comments:

Miss Milo said...

Good luck Ani. We'll all be here thinking of you and sending you strong thoughts :) xxx

Shauna said...

Oh Ani... Hope your week goes ok. Have started to comment on your last entry five times but can't find the right words but thinking of you and knowing how bloody hard it can be. Hang in there pal xx

wildfluffysheep said...

Just wish I had more helpful advice! Blogs are a great place to get those feelings out and it is definitely better to blog than keep them locked up inside. *Hugs*

AlleyCat said...

As some of the others said on your last post, try to be kind & gentle with yourself. You are so brave in sharing this. All the very best of luck with this week. One day at a time chickee. ((Hugs))

Mama Bear June said...

I think baring your soul here is probably part of the journey toward healing. Sending you hugs and prayers. I know you will make it through this triumphantly.
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