If I ever told the whole truth about what's on my mind, it might look something like this:

* and if you do happen to know me on Facebook please don't mention a thing on it, I find it hard enough opening up in private, I'd be gutted if anyone joined the dots.


Miss Milo said...

I don't have any advice because I don't think there's anything I can say that will help, but I just wanted to let you know I think you are a beautiful woman and I am here whenever you need a shoulder to cry on or someone to laugh with to get your mind off things. Big hugs to you lovely Ani xxx

Miss J said...

I'm a long time reader, and lurker, but wanted to say hi, and hope you feel better soon.

Take care of yourself

Elsha said...

Ani, I am finding it hard too....I have avoided my blog for months and months. Just giving you big ol cyber hugs!

ani pesto said...

Thanks Miss M - you are a star

Miss J, thank you so much for de-lurking to be so sweet.

Elsh - funny how these things happen, I'd been seeing your own status updates, and while being really pleased for you, I was also immensely jealous of how you seemed to have been pulling yourself together fantastically lately. Hugs back atcha.

Shauna said...

I just want to cry reading this as i feel the same way right now. I have a good day then three shitty ones then half a good day then an appalling night. there's a chink of hope that things are overall more positive but not sure if i beleive it. your latest entry sounds very positive so thinking all good thoughts for you lovely ani.

and if by "home" you mean over here, would love to catch up if you have time? xx

ani pesto said...

I'm so sorry to hear that Shauna. I've no doubt things are overall more positive for you, it's just that much harder to appreciate now that you've lifted the bar so much incredibly higher than it used to be. Hugs to you chick, hope you feel better soon.

Oooh and yes, by home I do mean Blighty. Haven't booked flights yet but I'm hoping to fit in a trip up to Scotland so I'll definitely be in touch xx